taste your beating heart || for alecto carrow, the rabid wolf in girl’s clothing, with her sharp teeth made to grind bones and her bloodstained smile. this girl is a monster.
(you can’t help but crave her.)
i. sweet dreams (dubstep remix) [emily browning] - some of them want to use you, some of them want to be used by you. some of them want to abuse you, some of them want to be abused.
ii. howl (rivas remix) [florence and the machine] - if you could only see the beast you’ve made of me. drag my teeth across your chest and taste your beating heart. (the saints can’t help me now.)
iii. the apple [vv brown] - keep me down, take my heart. hold me captive, tear me apart. make me better, consume my soul. cross the water to another world.
iv. violent games [poliça] - stolen but i still remain. oh, what a violent game. man, be my enemy—oh, but he knows my needs. tremble, tremble.
v. i’m not done [fever ray] - is it dark already? how light is a light? do you laugh while you’re screaming? is it cold outside? one thing i know for certain, oh, i’m pretty sure: it ain’t over. i’m not done.
vi. counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums [a perfect circle] - go back to sleep. safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils. see, they don’t give a fuck about you like i do.
vii. angel’s punishment [lacuna coil] - i don’t know why a soul deceased, a broken hope, a choking breeze (war, destruction) can’t you take me away from your lies?
viii. bag of snow [johnny hollow] - i won’t take the blame for these rude desires, this lack of shame. i’m sorry if i’m low and dirty, i’m sorry if i sit too high. we’ve all gotta get by. don’t you know how to fly?
ix. 306 [emilie autumn] - morality plays on stages of sin: the easy way out or the easy way in? i am still overglorified. my reasons to live were my reasons to die (but at least they were mine).
x. the devil within [digital daggers] - i will be here when you think you’re all alone. seeping through the cracks, i’m the poison in your bones. my love is your disease; i won’t let it set you free till i break you.
*warning: 306 by emilie autumn includes lyrics about suicide, and several songs include lyrics about manipulation and abuse, and may be triggering to some listeners.