Oct. 26th, 2014

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These are based on the beautiful Bollywood classic “Dil Cheez Kya Hai” (“What is a heart?”).  Composed by Khayyam, lyrics by Sharyar, and sung by the inimitable Asha Bhosle.  Just watch Rekha’s performance and tell me you aren’t seduced.  And appropriately, the red polish I used here is Zoya Rekha.

31DC2014 day 22: inspired by a song.

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these are so pretty for fall! submitted by mandy59mandy

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#sometimes i think im ok but then i remember brittana

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puppy is understandably confused about everything in life

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Best of Glee:
↳ S02E12 Silly Love Songs

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Just going to leave this here for certain friends to get the feels along with me.

Ok but last night I had so many Marlique feels that I actually started writing a thing and I am really not equipped emotionally to deal with having this on my dash.

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remember that time the mcu had a complex, multi-faceted, morally ambiguous poc character steeped in social allegory and the fandom reduced him to ‘motherfucker’ jokes and pulp fiction references

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suddenly i see // kt tunstall

she fills up every corner like she’s born in black and whitemakes you feel warmer when you’re trying to remember what you heardshe likes to leave you hanging on her word

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it turns out that privilege is pretty awesome?

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This is so relevant to me right now

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it’s the end of the world as we know it (and i feel fine) // r.e.m.

that’s great, it starts with an earthquakebirds and snakes, an aeroplaneand lenny bruce is not afraid

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so as you may have inferred from my various postings and general affect, I have not been doing so well as of late!

today, in the interest of Science (TM), I said fuck it and took one of the remaining doses of the adderall xr instead of the vyvanse that’s replaced it, because I knew it gave me more energy and I really could use that.

I. had not quite realized just how much the vyvanse was not doing its job. Oh, it makes things better, to be sure, and it’s not like the adderall didn’t have its own issues (hello, crazy upsetting crashes from the short-acting afternoon dose that were the reason I switched in the first place) but wow I mean I’m tired and don’t want to do shit but it seems more physical and a result of still not quite being over the flu than anything else, the awfulness of the world and myself both have dialed down quite impressively.

I do kind of want to curl into a ball and cry right now but not because I’m upset or bad brains I really am just really tired wow body sure that makes sense.

better living through chemistry: the mkp family motto*

I guess this means getting a pcp + referral + psychiatrist bumps out ‘buying a car’ for top priority and devotion of spoons and processing power.




*additional family mottos ‘be the duck’ and ‘eat the toad’

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This app tells you your personality by looking at your Tumblr account. You should really check it out. This is my result:

ENTJs are natural-born leaders. People with this personality type embody the gifts of charisma and confidence, and project authority in a way that draws crowds together behind a common goal. But unlike their Feeling (F) counterpart, ENTJs are characterized by an often ruthless level of rationality, using their drive, determination and sharp minds to achieve whatever end they’ve set for themselves. Perhaps it is best that they make up only three percent of the population, lest they overwhelm the more timid and sensitive personality types that make up much of the rest of the world - but we have ENTJs to thank for many of the businesses and institutions we take for granted every day.

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I mean, YES, literally everyone i can think of has died at least once already, except possibly the Empress (and I’m pretty sure I’m wrong there but I can’t think of the specifics of it right now). It’s the principle of the thing.

Well, if Gamzee’s dead, it’s his first death, probably.

I’m not saying for sure that Gamzee’s dead until I see a DEAD page or a ghost, though. Clown has proved ridiculously difficult to kill in the past.

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Early!Klaine. 10,400 words. A03.

What if Kurt and Blaine’s early sexual relationship wasn’t quite so fairy-tale perfect, but was more like, well, real life? A different look at early!Klaine’s sexytimes journey.


The first time Kurt has an orgasm with Blaine it is completely by accident. He’s pretty sure Blaine doesn’t even know.

They are making out in Puck’s basement during what was supposed to be a sleepover dance party. But it has unsurprisingly morphed into a perfect opportunity for a group of hormone-filled teenagers with limited alone time to “get their sexy on,” as Santana would put it. She’s not making any snarky comments right now, however, as she is off in a corner somewhere with Brittany, at least that’s what Kurt assumes. He can’t tell for sure, because he can’t see her, or anyone else. Puck has turned off all the lights, and Kurt can barely see his hand in front of his face. Can’t hear much of anything, either, given the pounding of the music someone has turned up to a ridiculously high level. Kurt wanted to protest at first, until he realized that if he couldn’t see or hear what the other Glee kids were getting up to, no one could see or hear him and Blaine, either.

So now they are lying on the floor, almost underneath a table, Blaine’s jacket under their heads. Kurt’s attention is split between hoping they aren’t too close to the puddle of spilled beer he is certain is nearby, and the increasingly heated kisses Blaine is planting on his face and neck. Blaine’s feet are tangled with his, and although their hips are being kept decidedly apart, Kurt is getting more worked up. Really worked up, he realizes belatedly, as Blaine reaches around, shuffling and tugging at Kurt’s shirt. Kurt is doing the same to Blaine’s sweater, but without much success, as neither of them have much coordination at this point. They aren’t drunk, but aren’t exactly sober, either. Kurt gives up on Blaine’s clothes and tangles the fingers of his free hand in Blaine’s hair, left thankfully free of gel tonight, and without even thinking about it, gives his curls a little tug.

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If you want to read something really beautiful and incredibly well-written then you should definitely check this out.

this fic ugh

sp0ilers under the cut, as I want to gush about a particular thing that ~spoke to me~

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” Kurt is almost crying now, curled up into a ball, holding the phone tight. “It’s just so stupid, and I made a complete fool out of myself, and you’re never going to want to do anything with me again.”

“Kurt.” Kurt can hear Blaine breathing deeply, trying to calm himself down. Blaine doesn’t like to fight. He gets mad at himself for even raising his voice. “Don’t cry. Please. You know that’s never going to happen. I love you. But you have to tell me what got you so upset.”

Kurt finds a tissue and scrubs his face, pressing his hand against his eyes. “I love you too.”

Blaine sighs, and waits. Kurt sniffles.

“Was it something I did?” Blaine asks, still obviously concerned.

“No. Well, almost.”

“Almost?” Blaine is getting frustrated again, and Kurt doesn’t blame him. It’s now or never.

“The way you were sitting, kneeling on the floor like that, your face was so close to my… I was afraid you were going to put your mouth on me. And I wasn’t… prepared.”

this. i can’t. 

just how REAL it feels. like, i’ve read fics before where one or the other or both characters didn’t feel ready for sex of any kind, or specifically not ready for anal penetration, but i’ve never read this specific kind of line of too much and it just spoke to me because god even without really having had sex i know, just know, that having someone give me oral would be one of the last things i’d be able to get comfortable with and it’s always shown as one of those ‘lesser’ sex acts - less scary, less meaningful, less important somehow -

anyway the whole fic is gr8 and amazing i was just so struck by this one bit i wanted to make sure the author knew how much it meant to me

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call me // blondie

cover me with kisses, babycover me with loveroll me in designer sheetsi’ll never get enough

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adulthood is hard, yo.

for so many reasons, some obvious and universal, but also especially for this one, possibly unique-to-me reason:

I’m not built for endurance.

My whole life (okay, so all of college definitely and to a lesser extent high school and earlier school years) I’ve kind of done these sprints of functioning and getting shit done - I do really well to start with, then start to lose speed and focus, and then there comes the inevitable crash and burn at the end of the semester where I frantically try to pull myself back together and scrape together whatever I can from the wreckage.

and that sucked. it sucked hardcore.

it was a vicious, unending cycle.

but at least my crashes were somewhat built into the ‘normal’ schedule. I always had a chance to put myself back together, even if once it took me a whole year.

now if I crash and burn, that’s it. I’m through.

I did it at my last waiting tables job. I could feel the crash coming and quit before it could happen.

It was a stupid, impulsive thing to do (I didn’t have another job lined up) and yet I regret it not-the-fuck-at-all.

I can’t do that with this job, I can’t.

I don’t even want to, not really - it’s a good job, I like the work okay, the frustrating shit has eased up a lot -

but I’m running too fast and I’m going to trip and fall and be gasping on the ground.

how can functioning as an independent adult be as impossible as this?

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look i am just saying i am not sure gloating about anyone’s suffering is the best thing to do ever, fictional characters or no

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lately mostly I’ve been playing minesweeper, so I don’t know about ‘working too hard’ :P

I’m working on the new schedule and I think I’m going to put myself back on a five-day week of eight hour shifts; I think the current 3.5 days on / 3.5 days off schedule is making everything a whole hell of a lot worse.

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Did anyone else who did that psychology app meme find themselves suddenly following an unknown blog? I just realized that the number of blogs I was following was up one and I have never heard of them before and it seemed to be a shell blog. The psychology test was the only source I could think of since it asks to access your blog.

Weird. :(

Signal Boost if you did that Myers-Briggs app thing…

oh!  Yes, and I hadn’t even noticed.  But hey everyone, check and unfollow…

happened to me, too.

also, don’t forget anytime you use one of these things to afterwards go to your settings and revoke the app’s access!

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"harry james potter," harry said, "you were named after the bravest man i ever knew. it was me. i’m awesome." [x]

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