fic: to be your own altar (kurt/adam)
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This story was originally planned as part eight of a nine- or ten-part series that was mostly about Kurt/Adam, but endgame Kurt/Blaine. The first four fics are here (or here in a series on AO3), but this part should also stand alone. Just know that it’s set around five-six weeks after “I Do,” and Kurt and Adam’s relationship is significantly more of a thing here than it ever was in canon.
Contains: experimentally switchy sub!Kurt, nonsexual kink, bondage, bloodplay, and a scene that’s not really well negotiated and doesn’t quite go as planned.
He thinks of all the sharp edges of the world, hitting his skin, burning freezing cutting, and the more he considers everything the more transfixed he feels. He’s always felt a strange power in working through pain; he’s never thought of it like this before, but maybe it can be physical too.
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holy shit. okay, like. this is a hard limit for me, hard like whoa, and it’s so beautifully portrayed here that I can actually for once kind of understand why it might appeal to someone.
even without that, this is just a stunningly real depiction of a certain kind of headspace - I particularly like Kurt’s comparing the aftercare he receives to how it felt to be giving it as a top and how he now understands more about what he’d been giving in the first place. (and jfc yes. water is wetter. sweet things are sweeter. soft things are softer. everything is just ~more~ after a scene.)
(which. can also backfire and make you super uncomfortable because things are overwhelming. but that is not the case here.)
and it’s nonsexual which !!!!111 there’s not a lot of fic of and what there is is usually straight up d/s or is tied up in ageplay (which i also love!) so it’s super cool to see a nonsexual s&m scene, especially one with an edgier kink like cutting.
tl;dr - excellent kink fic. be careful if cutting is a hard limit or trigger for you - the descriptions are almost all about kurt’s headspace, which is why it didn’t trigger or squick me, but ymmv.
via:Tumblr http://ift.tt/1kWB7Tz
This story was originally planned as part eight of a nine- or ten-part series that was mostly about Kurt/Adam, but endgame Kurt/Blaine. The first four fics are here (or here in a series on AO3), but this part should also stand alone. Just know that it’s set around five-six weeks after “I Do,” and Kurt and Adam’s relationship is significantly more of a thing here than it ever was in canon.
Contains: experimentally switchy sub!Kurt, nonsexual kink, bondage, bloodplay, and a scene that’s not really well negotiated and doesn’t quite go as planned.
He thinks of all the sharp edges of the world, hitting his skin, burning freezing cutting, and the more he considers everything the more transfixed he feels. He’s always felt a strange power in working through pain; he’s never thought of it like this before, but maybe it can be physical too.
Read More
holy shit. okay, like. this is a hard limit for me, hard like whoa, and it’s so beautifully portrayed here that I can actually for once kind of understand why it might appeal to someone.
even without that, this is just a stunningly real depiction of a certain kind of headspace - I particularly like Kurt’s comparing the aftercare he receives to how it felt to be giving it as a top and how he now understands more about what he’d been giving in the first place. (and jfc yes. water is wetter. sweet things are sweeter. soft things are softer. everything is just ~more~ after a scene.)
(which. can also backfire and make you super uncomfortable because things are overwhelming. but that is not the case here.)
and it’s nonsexual which !!!!111 there’s not a lot of fic of and what there is is usually straight up d/s or is tied up in ageplay (which i also love!) so it’s super cool to see a nonsexual s&m scene, especially one with an edgier kink like cutting.
tl;dr - excellent kink fic. be careful if cutting is a hard limit or trigger for you - the descriptions are almost all about kurt’s headspace, which is why it didn’t trigger or squick me, but ymmv.
via:Tumblr http://ift.tt/1kWB7Tz
