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shamelessly_mkpso apparently glee just went on hiatus for 8 months and it’s ending next
year and i still haven’t watched past 5x01 and i’m kind of going
light-headed and upset just thinking about it being gone and i don’t even
know why, i’ve been obssessed with fandoms and pairing before and moved on
and i don’t even love the show all that much (i like it, for sure, but what
i fell in love with was the fandom) but it’s different this time, i’ve
never actually been &;involved&; in the fandom before, not beyond lurking and
reading all the things, and it feels like klaine and bb!kinksters are a
part of me and it’s like, but what will i do when that’s gone? because the
show will end, and the fandom will fall apart (we’ve already lost so many),
and then ????
i’ve had OTPs before but never for this long, never this intensely, and i
don’t even know what it is about them that clicked for me but it did and i
love reading fics about them and i love writing about them and thinking
about them and creating whole worlds around them
and i love all of the people i &;actually&; talk to!! like i SOCIALIZE and
TALK and guys you don’t understand outside of fandom i talk to pretty much
kate and until about six months ago that was about it aside from
occasionally this one other friend. now i have like 3 or 4 RL friends i
talk to on a semi-regular basis which i think shows i have grown as a
person, but i love the glee fandom and my fandom friends and i don ‘t want
to lose you
and thinking about losing all of you and klaine all at the same time kind
of terrifies me because who even am i without all of this???
i know, i know. i need therapy.
i fucking hate it though. they always do this &;thing&; with their eyes.
every single therapist i’ve ever been to. every. single. one.
it creeps me the fuck out.
hashtag mkp whines a lot
hashtag mkp is probably a little fucked in the head
hashtag mkp isn’t neurotypical
via:Tumblr http://ift.tt/QLePpk
year and i still haven’t watched past 5x01 and i’m kind of going
light-headed and upset just thinking about it being gone and i don’t even
know why, i’ve been obssessed with fandoms and pairing before and moved on
and i don’t even love the show all that much (i like it, for sure, but what
i fell in love with was the fandom) but it’s different this time, i’ve
never actually been &;involved&; in the fandom before, not beyond lurking and
reading all the things, and it feels like klaine and bb!kinksters are a
part of me and it’s like, but what will i do when that’s gone? because the
show will end, and the fandom will fall apart (we’ve already lost so many),
and then ????
i’ve had OTPs before but never for this long, never this intensely, and i
don’t even know what it is about them that clicked for me but it did and i
love reading fics about them and i love writing about them and thinking
about them and creating whole worlds around them
and i love all of the people i &;actually&; talk to!! like i SOCIALIZE and
TALK and guys you don’t understand outside of fandom i talk to pretty much
kate and until about six months ago that was about it aside from
occasionally this one other friend. now i have like 3 or 4 RL friends i
talk to on a semi-regular basis which i think shows i have grown as a
person, but i love the glee fandom and my fandom friends and i don ‘t want
to lose you
and thinking about losing all of you and klaine all at the same time kind
of terrifies me because who even am i without all of this???
i know, i know. i need therapy.
i fucking hate it though. they always do this &;thing&; with their eyes.
every single therapist i’ve ever been to. every. single. one.
it creeps me the fuck out.
hashtag mkp whines a lot
hashtag mkp is probably a little fucked in the head
hashtag mkp isn’t neurotypical
via:Tumblr http://ift.tt/QLePpk
